tele agent....

i never thought that, talking on the phone, can be so demanding, so overwhelming.....
it's the first day of being a tele agent, or so-called tele markerter, the so-called training was just a simple introduction or background given on the project i'm working on, and also a show of how the system works in the company, nothing more than that, and i was expected to explore in the wide ocean......
i don't like it, i don't like the environment of the office, it's congested with tables, fitted maximally to accommodate as many computers and people as possible, and when everything kick start, it's very much like a trade centre of stock, where everyone speak very fast, move very fast, work very fast, in case you wonder, i hate those....
my supervisor speaks and works like a bullet train, well i think she's working hard to exceed the speed of a bullet train, and guess what, she's sitting just beside me.....
i have a tendency to feel disgusted every time i start out something new, i don't know if this is also another norm of me, but what i can tell is, i still overwhelmed by all the calls i made, and i hope i can stand it, before i started to get really crazy......