moody

i'm moody, for no formal reasons, i'm moody......
i used to be a moody person, used to be, i still remember vividly....
having attached for one year makes my life much happier, it's rare in the past one year that i fell into moodiness all of a sudden, but still i keep on reminding myself, conducting a happier life doesn't mean i'm ripped off the right to be moody, in fact, i shouldn't resist when it comes, even for no reasons, somehow i feel that it's a need for me to be a little moody once in a while
i told juniors, people here do have problems with them, especially during exam period, problems will bursts out like pimples on face....
having 3 papers consecutively during the end of exam season is no fun at all, i probably have to allocate part of the responsibility of making me moody to exam stress, though it's not making me crazy, still it's difficult to bear with.....
well back to moodiness, it's weird to say, but i really do feel familiar with being moody again, it's like having the old me back, in a certain extent...found myself in a big group of friends eating and enjoying fun time together, but i was just mingling around and smiling mildly to each and everyone, i didn't talk much, nor did i responded actively, but just, being there quietly....
i must say that i sense a small amount of comforts by doing so, of course it's not perfectly enjoyable to be moody, but i found it neither torturous nor hazardous to my health, but just....i need to be moody to be balance at that particular moment, for no reasons....
and now i'm listening to sad songs and writing negative blogs, well not so negative some might say......i used to do it a lot, again, i enjoy it actually......
i'm going to be 22, reminded by a friend who is sooner than me to be, no more a kid, no more a teen, but a young adult, and shouldn't be too volatile with emotions management.....absolutely agree with that, but for tonight, for no particular reasons, i just wanna be moody.....