year 3

if the start of a semester is counted from the day you're settled into your room, today is the first day of my year 3 in NUS.....
i think the one month i spent at home is just too short...erm, i shouldn't say it's too short, but maybe after another month relaxing at home, when i'm back here again, mentally i was unprepared, the place here is so familiar, and yet you just can't believe you've left here for a month, and now you're back here again, arh...i just don't know how to note down the feelings...
tuesday is the day for me to kick start, it's going to be a good start, i keep telling myself, i've gone through enough miserable life here, and what i need desperately now is to utilize every seconds wisely from now on, to pursue what i'm here to pursue, to do what i'm here to do, and most importantly, to make my 4 years here not a regretful one.....
freshmen are very passive this year, very, very sad to say that, and i can sense the emptiness in this very place, not only because some good friends ain't staying here anymore, but also i don't see people around, though probably when semester starts, when there are people everywhere, i'd complain for the congestion again....
anyway, i'm in a new room again, let's just hope this will be a good start for all of us