2010

not in the best condition to blog actually, but will just go ahead here...
it's 8th of January 2010, less than 2 years from the end of Mayan calender, but what the hell...
everyone seems to have their blog with a new post at least, to signify a new year to come, and so i try to do the same here
it was great having 2 weeks vacation at home, it's been 2 years since the last time i spent more than 10 days at hometown during December vacation, what's different from 3 years ago is, i realize that i'm getting grateful for parents still being very very healthy, year by year i'm forced to face the truth that, not everyone can have the luxury to live till their 70s and 80s HEALTHILY, and that more and more people around me left either silently without a trace, or suffered major pain for some time, that being said, i thank God again for giving my parents all they need to witness their children growing up, and to treasure what they've paid for with their past 30 years....
lab hasn't been rewarding until tonight, just now in fact, when something yearned for almost half a year finally popped up, a "high chance" from mentor isn't the greatest satisfaction of the day but knowing the fact escaping harsh words from boss is, it's definitely satisfaction anyway, what i'm not too sure though, is the happiness purely joy from science discovery? or just usual job satisfaction...
last semester of attending lectures, it's a MUST to treasure the feeling of going to classes, having lessons from teachers, coz that alone, is already starting to be missing in my life....
and yeah, there're still things that i know it's probably impossible to take place in real life that i wish to witness, or even experience...