Thursday, April 9, 2009

i work very hard to....

i hate to be grey here, i don't like people who read my blog to be scared away, but i'm just grey, and i can't think of anywhere else to go when i'm grey...
i'm pretty simple, you can call me selfish, and i'll just tell you i'm very simple, like my friend always say "semua happy", that's what i want, i always like to join the fun, i always like to see, to hear a lot of people laughing, joking....
not many people understand, i know that, it's not easy to understand, especially i don't take the effort to explain one by one, yeah, i'm lazy, it's my fault that other people don't understand, not a single one....
i'm being too kind? maybe i am, because i care, but no one seems to care...
i'm hungry, i'm tired, i miss home, it's funny for a guy to miss home, but i do miss home, i feel like crying, it's funny for a guy to feel like crying, but i do feel like crying....
it's even funnier when you smile while your tears drop, i thought i'll only see this in movies....
i really hope to make a difference, i really hope to, i really work very hard to, really work very hard to, work very hard to, very hard to.....
people just blame you for staying alone, but no one take the effort to understand, to help, all they know is just to assume, they think they know....
let's jump out of the window, yeah that's funny....

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