what a shame you've lost this game..................
you'd have thrashed him 21-0 if it was the you few years ago......
oh i just couldn't imagine what have i done just now.....
i couldn't even control the ping pong ball, i couldn't even make a simple stroke, arh....i'm just so disappointed by myself, how can i tell anyone that i once was a player???i really don't know how shocked would my peer players be if they've have seen me just now.....
just.....ignore my rubbish, i need a break.......
Thursday, March 27, 2008
Sunday, March 23, 2008
residence
the student hostel, well not very much of a student hostel actually, the residential area in which i'm staying now, is named Prince George's Park Residences. It didn't take a lot of pain to realize that, I've stayed here for almost 2 years, at least 2 academic years. The residential area has been a witness of my pains and gains here for 2 years, and suddenly i'm feeling sick of it.
the first time i heard someone telling me he's feeling sick of this place was more than half a year ago. A senior, who is currently staying in another residential area, also located in campus, told me this, when we met each other in laundry room. It's kind of funny for me, when he said he carried his dirty clothings all the way from his room to PGP for laundry service. No doubt then, that his residence's laundry service is way too bad compared here, but still he was determined to move out when he was given a choice. i think he must be really fed up with this place that even with such inconvenience, he still, moved out.
The second time i heard about feeling bored with PGP was from a peer, a girl. She doesn't wanna go to hall, but she is at the same time, bored with PGP.
Having 55 ECA points this year was actually something more than just a pure achievement to me, it's more like something i did to contradict to what i said before this. before this i thought it'll be super torturing if i wanna accumulate enough points to stay for one more year. Nonetheless i gave it a try, and the result came out as much more surprising than i expected it to be.
my friend staying in hall even invited me to move over, without a second thought i replied by saying that i feel good staying here, there's no need to move.
But tonight, all of a sudden, i feel so sick of this place, this residential area, this room of mine.....
The residence has indeed provided great convenience to students here, but just too bad the university is not allowing students here to have lives and time to enjoy the facilities....
now that the accommodation fee rises, it makes moving out more tempting to some of us, or maybe many of us, anyway, sometimes feeling sick of something doesn't mean that you have the power to change something, this is life.
the first time i heard someone telling me he's feeling sick of this place was more than half a year ago. A senior, who is currently staying in another residential area, also located in campus, told me this, when we met each other in laundry room. It's kind of funny for me, when he said he carried his dirty clothings all the way from his room to PGP for laundry service. No doubt then, that his residence's laundry service is way too bad compared here, but still he was determined to move out when he was given a choice. i think he must be really fed up with this place that even with such inconvenience, he still, moved out.
The second time i heard about feeling bored with PGP was from a peer, a girl. She doesn't wanna go to hall, but she is at the same time, bored with PGP.
Having 55 ECA points this year was actually something more than just a pure achievement to me, it's more like something i did to contradict to what i said before this. before this i thought it'll be super torturing if i wanna accumulate enough points to stay for one more year. Nonetheless i gave it a try, and the result came out as much more surprising than i expected it to be.
my friend staying in hall even invited me to move over, without a second thought i replied by saying that i feel good staying here, there's no need to move.
But tonight, all of a sudden, i feel so sick of this place, this residential area, this room of mine.....
The residence has indeed provided great convenience to students here, but just too bad the university is not allowing students here to have lives and time to enjoy the facilities....
now that the accommodation fee rises, it makes moving out more tempting to some of us, or maybe many of us, anyway, sometimes feeling sick of something doesn't mean that you have the power to change something, this is life.
Monday, March 17, 2008
我的写作
我已经不太能写得出了。。。。
犹记得两，三年前的自己，写作的灵感总是不断，就算是突然间有什么人要求即席写作，也不难在生活中的，哪怕是在琐碎的事物里找到灵感。当时的感觉棒极了，写作更成了我的精神寄托，当时那一段不开心的时刻，多亏手上的一枝笔，便显得不那么的不堪回首。是的，写作，一直是我生命的一部分，生命的一大部分。就像是音乐，就像是书本一样，对我来说，没有它们，就不是生命。
这两年的改变，也不知道问题在那里，我已经不太能写得出了。。。。
是没有时间吗？是灵感的泉源已干枯吗？我不知道，有留意我写作的朋友应该都能发觉，比较起两年前，写的东西明显的少了，而且范围更狭隘得只局限于许多对周遭的不满，又或是悲伤时的疯言疯语。我的作品里面，不知道已经多久没有出现对生活里许多细微事物的看法，从前的感性，从前的细腻，好像都被永远都不够用的时间挤出我的大脑。好悲哀，好心疼。。。
有人曾大条道理的对我说，这就是生活啊！每个人都是如此。唉，可怜对我说此番话的人，还有在我身边许许多多赞同他这番话的人，竟然都把这一切当成理所当然。我无从选择，唯有随着急流的方向，看它把我带到什么地方。无论如何，心中的那一份惋惜，久久不能释怀。
犹记得两，三年前的自己，写作的灵感总是不断，就算是突然间有什么人要求即席写作，也不难在生活中的，哪怕是在琐碎的事物里找到灵感。当时的感觉棒极了，写作更成了我的精神寄托，当时那一段不开心的时刻，多亏手上的一枝笔，便显得不那么的不堪回首。是的，写作，一直是我生命的一部分，生命的一大部分。就像是音乐，就像是书本一样，对我来说，没有它们，就不是生命。
这两年的改变，也不知道问题在那里，我已经不太能写得出了。。。。
是没有时间吗？是灵感的泉源已干枯吗？我不知道，有留意我写作的朋友应该都能发觉，比较起两年前，写的东西明显的少了，而且范围更狭隘得只局限于许多对周遭的不满，又或是悲伤时的疯言疯语。我的作品里面，不知道已经多久没有出现对生活里许多细微事物的看法，从前的感性，从前的细腻，好像都被永远都不够用的时间挤出我的大脑。好悲哀，好心疼。。。
有人曾大条道理的对我说，这就是生活啊！每个人都是如此。唉，可怜对我说此番话的人，还有在我身边许许多多赞同他这番话的人，竟然都把这一切当成理所当然。我无从选择，唯有随着急流的方向，看它把我带到什么地方。无论如何，心中的那一份惋惜，久久不能释怀。
Saturday, March 8, 2008
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