1.16 am

it's 1.16 am in the morning....to be exact, i feel tired, but my heart tells me i don't wanna sleep....
some friends complain that i blog too much in chinese that is not understandable to them, well i will do this in english this time.....
another weekend ahead, and that's it about week 4, semester 1, year 2 of NUS.....NUS is like bullet train, you won't realize it after you've actually missed up a lot,is that true?erm, well in a certain extent, it is.......not to say that you've missed up, although i did actually....it's just that things just pop up continuously in front of you, and all you can do is just busy reacting to those, putting aside your initial plan, and it's only after a semester passes, you realize that you just miss the chance to execute your plan.....
a friend told me she's having difficulties catching up with her studies, putting much of her blames on CCA, well apparently she's not those enthusiasts of CCA, but still, should that be the reason of giving up CCA?university is about balanced life and time management, wise words from another senior friend, which is very much true. There is a saying in chinese (well i guess i shouldn't write it in chinese) , it just simply means that it is not necessarily a bad thing when you lose something, life is like a box chocolate, you never know before you open it up...
well for myself today, lectures are just boring as ever...and i just got moody and bored today that i couldn't concentrate much in revising, gosh CA is approaching and i'm still lazing......got time to blog somemore....lol.....
and, guess what?it's almost half a semester gone, what have i done so far? for first year students, this question might sound a bit more appealing and provoking compared to me as a 2nd year student i think, this is it, the bullet train will never stop moving ahead, and the passengers will just have to work hard to adjust to the speed, and even after that, much effort is still required to maintain the stability inside the train, well for newcomers, it could be a harsh experience though.....
played badminton for almost 3 hours, and it's intensive games that i've never had since a few years ago, disappointed by deterioration my skills, yet spiritually fully-charged after exercising, just miss those days when 3 hours of intensive games was just an weekly activities.....